The screamings and more screamings. So you scream if the person don’t agree with you? And you scream if the person tried talking to you and you just want to have all the air time to air out your views? Have you realised that you got a big problem controlling your emotions and anger? Who is not hearing you?
Nonchalent to it? No I can’t. Have you realised that I am around? I’m not a statue nor an idiot. I am as alive as the potted plants outside the house. And I have feelings. To the things that you said happened to you. If there is anyone out there who tried to hurt you in one way or another, I will not let that take place as if nothing has happened. I will seek legal justice for you. But I will not behave like a crazy reckless driver who just goes around hurting anyone who stands in my way. That will not happen and you got to be very clear on whom you are dealing with in the first place. You cannot win this person by just keep raining facts on what has happened. That is not sufficient in the first place to even start anything.
What has scarred you for 8 years.. I can understand. But what you are doing right now.. is letting it eating you up slowly. Don’t you think so? If what has happened is already very sad, then don’t let history haunt you by behaving in this manner. Knowing you won’t get any answers, why do you still bother to ask why?
You have been hurt deeply and you feel strongly that you could have achieve more in life if not for this person. If what has happened has already ended, then make sure you put a firm fullstop to it. Move on in life. Do not walk a few steps and turn behind. That will not make you become a strong achiever. You got to start now and I mean NOW. There is no more turning back. You got to let go of everything that has passed, freely.. and move on.
For those who-the-hell-you-think-you-are and those practically-idiots-who-know-nuts who tried to give you the ’strength’ and ‘ideas’ to make you feel positive about what you are doing right now… BACK OFF! You people know nothing about things and are basically worsening the whole situation. All these people including the aunties at the workplace! You people just talk crap and put those ideas in her. You people better shut up.
Sickening.
2 Comments
June 17, 2008 at 12:06 am
Wei, chill okay. Don’t be too mad that you forgot bout me. Hehe. (:
June 20, 2008 at 10:40 am
Ohwell. Had set this as case closed some eons ago. No worries. Getting too mad won’t make me miss you any lesser.